Tuesday, 2 August 2016

What it means to be Christian

Last Tuesday I was deeply disturbed in my prayer life. I was thinking a lot about what happened in France to the priest Fr Jaques Hamel. In my prayer I was thinking what the nature of priesthood was. I was praying because I was thinking would I be able to give my life to that extent. What would I do if someone came into the Church and want to do harm to me and the congregation. I was thinking about the Good Shepherd narrative in John Gospel. Where the shepherd is the gate keeper keeping his flock safe from predators. My disturbance came because I realised that I would be scared and want to run very fast. It disturbed me because I felt it was Contrary to my calling as a priest. 

Its funny though how the Lord hears our prayers and the answers come if we put our trust in God. Wednesday morning I said Mass as usual. As I celebrated the Mass and said the words of Consecration  " This is my Body, This is my Blood" I looked up to see the Crucifix. It came to me in a flash. Here was Jesus Christ himself telling me that the sacrifice of the Mass shows me how to follow Jesus. It is with complete trust in him.

Jesus is with us in the sacraments the Cross shows us the depth of his love and how we should follow his way his love and his truth. It was obvious priesthood indeed being a Christian means to be a witness. Later in the week I was struck by the Holy Father when he prayed in the cell of St Maximum Kolbe. In silence he sat there. I wonder what he was praying? What was he thinking? The Clue I think came in his silence and the call of Forgiveness and reconciliation. 

We must always remember and it something we forget sometimes is that Jesus is always with us. He is with us all the time in the dark as well in the light. Our Human feelings will be scared and want to run away if we were ever faced with what the Martyrdom. And that is perfectly understandable but what they teach us is something great. Jesus is always with us he helps us when we are scared and feel alone. We put our trust our hope in him. And we pray, we pray for forgiveness for reconciliation we pray for all of us that we can be witnesses in our daily lives and always show the true face of Jesus. 

Monday, 25 July 2016

The Three Popes John Paul Benedict and Francis

One of the more disturbing things that has happened over the last few years is, and I only say, in some quarters a disquiet about Pope Francis. It is I have to say very disturbing. There has also been some people who see Pope Francis as not a real Pope at all. Rather than seeing this I can see that there has been a continuity between the last three Popes. I am a simple man but this is what I see.

Pope John Paul II (Saint)

When I was seven years old I traveled to Wembley  to see John Paul II. It was my first experience at large crowds celebrating faith. I was highly impressed as a seven year old of what was going on around me. It was the first time also that a Pope had visited these lands since the Reformation. What I saw a Pope that was able to reach out to the whole world to visit and preach the good news even though sometimes this was hard hitting and uncompromising. He helped the demise of the Berlin Wall and the Eastern block something that seemed unthinkable. He for me is also the person who when I was ordained was mentioning his name in the Eucharistic prayer as Pope and now call upon him as a saint. He was truly missionary. He was lastly a man of hope for all the nations of the world and a great man of faith.

Pope Benedict

I remember watching the white smoke and seeing Benedict walk out on the balcony and my then parish priest saying "Oh My God this is really bad news."  For me I was still getting over the death of John Paul II. I remember thinking lets just hold out for this person and see what happens. What I think we got was a thinking careful loving Pope. He was able and still able to expound the Gospel message. I remember the joy of the British people as he came to England and he was humble and brought good news to us all. He also had a reputation of being a traditionalist without compromise. This I feel was also slightly unfair. The one gift that Pope Benedict gave the Church which I will ever be thankful is a renewed love and sense of the Mass.

Pope Francis.

Where we have had both the mission and the teaching Francis teaches us about charity. He tells us to look towards mercy and love of God for all of us. He has a remarkable facility to reach out and touch people. I remember at a papal audience in May how he reached out to us in his words and also he warm attitude to everyone. He has challenged the Church to think about what we are doing and what we are about. Jesus upset the status quo and so does Francis. His legacy will be written in history but he is doing great things and for me is in continuity with the other two Popes in recent history.

I am not for Pope Francis, Benedict or John Paul I respect them all equally as Popes who had something to say at the time that they were living. Surely what they have done is both in their own way taught us something about the nature of Jesus Christ.

Tuesday, 19 July 2016

The Debate Continues

I have been reading lately with interest the comments about what way the priest should face while saying Mass. And after reading some of the reports and questions I have been more aware of how I have been saying Mass. I have also been looking closely when I attend Mass or when I watch another celebrate Mass. So these thoughts are my own.

I love saying Mass and the celebration of the Mass is something that needs to be done with dignity and respect. IT is not about the priest and how he is feeling it is about God. We gather around the altar to be present to the saving work of Jesus Christ. So what have people come to Mass for. So I asked them. These are there responses and they have given me time to reflect on how I celebrate the Mass.

  • To Pray
  • To gather as community
  • Comfort and peace
  • To stop in the business of life
  • To receive grace from the Lord
The first one on the list is the most important for me. To pray the Mass rather than just say it. To put as it were my personality aside for a while and let God work through me. To help people to come and see the Lord and receive his grace.

This I feel can be done whatever way we stand as a priest. If the Mass is prayed wuith reverence and dignity then I do not feel that it matters. It is when the priests personality gets in the way.When the priest adds his own words to the words that have entrusted to the church that we get into trouble, then the people get angry. it becomes more about Father than about God.

The great thing about the faithful is that they love the Mass and therefore love the Lord let us endeavour to do that together.

The dignity of the Mass can be celebrated in any language facing the people or facing east. It can have guitar music, organ music or simply plain chant.

Lastly maybe a further question could be the placing of the tabernacle in relation to the altar especially in small churches or churches that already have a high altar. Should it be moved to the side or not? 

Thursday, 2 June 2016

Body and Blood of Christ

 I wonder when you reflect back what  the best present that you have ever been given? As you rack your brains I suspect that after some thought we can think of a few presents that we have been given that means a lot to us. Maybe it was given by someone whom we love and is very close to us. Maybe it was given by someone who has died and although small reminds us something of their love for us and our love for them. And in a sense this is why we celebrate the feast of the body and blood of Christ Corpus Christi.

We are reminded of the Last Supper when Jesus said this is my body take and eat. Do this in memory of me. They are words that we hear every time that we come to Mass and so this is what we do.

Today is a celebration of Jesus gift of him very self to us. It is a reminder of the importance of the Eucharist in the life of the church. After all the Vatican fathers said that the mass was the source and summit of all our worship. And we come to receive Jesus himself so we need to get ourselves ready and prepared. If we were going to see the Queen or going out for an important dinner or just going out to see friends we would organise ourselves to be ready our Sunday best would be out and we would try our best not to be late. We would not turn up in a pair of Jeans and a tee Shirt.  Well when we come to Mass we are preparing to meet someone more important than any of these people we will be seeing God himself and receiving him.

When we receive Jesus what do we say. Well I have had many responses to thank you to cheers mate. But what we actually say is Amen (So be it). We are saying out loud and clearly yes I believe too. So the Blessed Sacrament demands respect because we have Christ among us. This gift of Jesus himself is something that we should not take for granted. By preparing ourselves to meet Jesus by being in the right frame of mind and being in the right relationship with our Brothers and Sisters we can come to Jesus with an open heart and open mind to accept and really appreicaite his love for us.

Thursday, 14 April 2016

Germany 1 England 5

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A number of years ago I went to see a game of football it was Germany V England. The score at the end of the game was 5-1 to us. it was really quite unbelievable. I remember that night I was coming home on the tube and over the loud speaker came " Just in case you don't believe it England 5 Germany 1. This episode got me thinking about today's Gospel. And ask the question. 

Have you ever doubted what someone has said to you? I know that I do. We can hear ourselves say things like. Really ? Never? We then go through a long rigmarole of either trying to find out the truth or taking something on face value but never really believing it. Thomas in today's gospel has to have evidence before he really believes that Jesus has risen from the dead. He has to physically touch and see. In some respects I can see where Thomas is coming from. If we look at the events of Holy Week and put ourselves in the disciples shoes Would we question it all. This is Thomas.

And then think to myself well actually I am like Thomas a lot. And I think the gospel writers maybe felt that they had to prove to generations to come that Jesus was real and not a ghost. So I began to look at the gospels over the last week and I noticed that there was lots of places where it talked about food. He ate in front of the disciples a proof if there was any that he was real and really risen from the dead. 

Sometimes though in the dark times,despite the evidence of the gospel, of my life I realised that I two have found it hard to believe. I have been a doubting Thomas. When we are in those times we stare into a void of non belief. Things become a struggle our prayer life goes to pot We question everything even ourselves and we doubt everything. We are like Thomas looking for evidence unless I see with my own eyes and touch him. We say like Thomas "I refuse to believe." Notice the first word in this a short but significant sentence "I" you a can imagine him with arms folded being really quite stubborn. 

His reaction is not uncommon. A mature faith in the Lord is a one that questions and asks questions. It is good sometimes to ask questions and also to doubt. The questions I have had and also the doubts I have had has made my faith stronger. Notice that Thomas was able to say at the end after his faith had been restored he was able to say " my Lord and my God " a simple but profound act of faith. He doubted no longer. But Jesus gives an explanation to this statement of faith. You believe because you see me. Happy are those who have not seen and yet believe.

When John wrote his gospel it was in about 90 AD he was talking through Jesus to his own community giving them encouragement. It also gives us encouragement. There are times when we can like Thomas touch the Lord but these are few and so what helps us is that we believe in the Lord although we do not see. 

And for us too in the midst of doubt where we see the Lord where do we expense his mercy. Our doubts are over shadowed when we discover Christ again. When we come to a realisation that he is with us and loves us. When we experience our doubts the thunder care of the Lord. I have met countless people who have after many years come back to faith because they hear his call through others and also by feeling his touch in their lives either paradoxically through a breve meant or through a birth of a new child. They begin to see where the Lord has been at work in their lives.

And yet we also encounter the Lord. In the sacraments we encounter the Lord. In the body and blood of Jesus he touches us we eat and take God in the sacrament of reconciliation we encounter his infinite mercy. 

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Saturday, 26 March 2016

Good Friday and Easter Saturday

Going into the Church on Good Friday always feels very strange. The night before we followed Jesus into the Garden of Gethsemane. The Church is empty and silent you know that something is missing. The Tabernacle is empty the presence of Jesus in the Blessed sacrament is no longer there. For me it always feels empty. The Good Friday service reminds us of the ultimate sacrifice that Jesus did for us. he died on the cross. We gather at the foot of the cross and we watch the Lord's final agony. We venerate the cross creeping to the feet to kiss with love the feet of Jesus. We arrive in silence and leave in silence the Church then remains empty again our act of commemoration our act of love is over.

My reflection of this Friday is one of thanks to God for such great love and sacrifice. If we ever feel that God does not love us then we just have to look at the cross to know that he does love us all very dearly. We should leave the Church knowing this love because we have witnessed it we have seen it.

Then the Church falls into silence. We are waiting. The morning on Saturday is one of waiting and silence. But, in most churches there is frantic preparation for the Easter Vigil. The Church has life in it again. It awaits the author of life to come into the Church. Holy Saturday is a day of silent prayer and waiting. For me it takes me a bit of time to get my head around the day before so I am quite pleased to have this movement of pausing and waiting. Let us wait together for the coming of our Lord this Easter and so we will await the great joy of the Risen lord in our lives.

Holy Thursday

Last Sunday we started our journey to Jerusalem. We welcomed Jesus with our hosannas and branches. Tonight we enter into the upper room. We gather around with the disciples and witness something very special. We are invited to the first Eucharist. Jesus holds the unleavened bread in his hands and says this is my body he breaks it and gives it to his disciples who take and eat. The same is done with the wine. And for countless generations on this night we have gathered for the Eucharist the Mass. And some have died for this belief.

The Mass as the Vatican II fathers said is the source and summit of our worship. So there need to be a respect for this sacrament. In our hearts we need to be ready to receive Jesus. Receiving Jesus is a privilege and something that we should never take for granted Walter Kasper says the "Eucharist is the churches supreme procession which may not be turned into a bargain basement commodity that is offered to everyone without distinction and to which everyone believes he or she has a right."  We say amen out loud because we do believe in God being present to us and everything that the church holds to be true and believes. 

Out of tonight comes another important aspect. The ministerial priesthood. For Jesus in his command instates the priesthood. The nature of priesthood is sacramental it is a priesthood that  exposes Jesus love to others. The priest stands in place of Jesus for he is in the person of Christ. For me priesthood is about Trying our best to bring God to others. To bring the one I love Jesus to others and sharing that joy with others. Surely this is the vocation of all believes. It is yes but a priest is the only person who can bring God in reality in the sacraments. In a Priest at his ordination a change takes place he is marked out for ever even if he leaves it can never be taken away. We must pray for our priests and also for Vocations.  One of the titles of the Holy Father is the servant of servants of God he is one who serves. We as priests are ultimately called to serve this is shown in the action that takes place after the homily the washing of feet.

The priest and something that I will do very soon is to get down on my hands and knees and wash others feet. He shows himself I believe apart from the mass most perfectly in this gesture he shows himself as what he was ordained to do. He is called to serve to do the same as his master.  To show the depth of his love but serving those for whom he has been sent. It is a gesture of love. The disciples especially Peter does not understand the full consequences of this love. He will learn this in the next few days as he sees what this love for his friends actually means. For us too we have problems with washing feet. Where do we do it. Well we do it with the people whom we care for. We do it in our communities by our love for our brothers and sisters. We wash people's feet when we forgive when we reach out and care for those around us. 

So the lesson today is one of love Jesus giving his very self to us and for us to learn and do the same.